Sunday, April 05, 2009

Libby's Hen Party

This weekend I attended a bachelorette party for a co-worker of mine. I don't think there are many culture differences between a Canadian version and a kiwi version (apart from the obvious name difference "hen" vs. "bachelorette"), but this one in particular was extremely impressive. My hat goes off to the lovely ladies that organized this for Libby. Her bridesmaids deserve a top award for the work they put into it, and how smoothly it all unfolded. I will summarize the day's events with a picture diary:

Arrived at Libby's place for some nibbles and drinks in the summer sun. Played a few games including a relay which involved a toilet paper roll and a plunger. I think the pictures describe this one well enough! :)


From there, we were broken into teams and sent off (with a pre-arranged sober driver) on an Amazing Race style scavenger hunt with a bag of supplies and instructions.

Card #1: A list of bonus items that accumulated extra points for the team.

Task #1: Start drinking one of the THREE bottles of bubbles we were given to consume along the way...


Destination #1: The Fairhall Golf Course where we found a row of bikes locked up and we had to use a secret code we were given to unlock the bike for our team. Along the way we snagged a golf ball as one of the bonus items.


Since Libby knew where the next clue was taking us, she hopped on the bike and took off. Being the supportive team-mates that we were, we tagged along with her giving motivational cheers along the way.

Still biking...

STILL biking (it really was a long way!)...

We arrived at this gorgeous house (I think it belonged to one of the bridesmaid's moms) complete with a swimming pool and tennis court...


It was here that we were greeted with Challenge #2: eat an entire cake between the 4 of us team-mates. Man, it was good, but oh so filling! Being the good friends that we are, we ate extra so that Libby (the bride) didn't have to...



From here we earned our next clue which sent us to a bar at a winery. Along the way we decided to make a few stops for some extra bonus items.

A quick stop at the Renwick pub, "Woody's" for a beer coaster...

A random stop on the side of the road to catch a bonus picture with some beautiful horses...

When we arrived at the bar, we captured another bonus item when we spotted a good-looking guy to get our picture with. It was a bit of a fight to get the shot (some other teams decided to steal our idea)...

But worth it in the end...

On our way to the next destination, we stopped off at our sober driver's house (at her suggestion) and raided her son's top drawer for some more "bonus items". MAN was I ever surprised at what we found. I was even more surprised that our sober driver was not surprised at what we found...

Next stop, pole dancing around the rotunda in the middle of town...

Final stop, a picture outside the police station (unfortunately, we couldn't find a single police officer to pose with us)...

To finish off, we stopped off at one of our teammates houses and completed Challenge #3 - designing a beautiful dress for the bride...



We met up with our competition and waited while the results were tallied and our bonus items were judged...




Yah for our team! We won! And the winning prize was a package of jelly willies...

After some more nibbles and drinks and a game of "pin the penis on Mark" we headed off to the local Indian restaurant for an evening of dinner and games.

From here, my picture taking started to dwindle, but we thoroughly enjoyed the games and trivia that were planned for us while we waited for dinner to arrive...


A fun day, indeed! Definitely raised the bar for me in terms of bachelorette festivities. It's always great to steal ideas from people for the next one that you might have to plan...

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Totally Off

I have yet to figure this one out, but I have been feeling totally "off" for the past while. By "off" I mean "not right" - unhappy, unsettled, weepy, disengaged, and unmotivated. Each day I wake and self-talk myself into getting out of bed. It takes myself a lot of convincing. At the end of the day I try to convince myself to go for a run or go to the gym. It works only some of the time.

Whatever it is, it has caused me to lose all focus and determination, leaving me feeling really down.

However, I have found one good remedy: girlie time.

Tonight I met up with Tineke and Donna-Marie before heading to the Wednesday night Mission-Shaped Church meeting. We started this routine last week and I must say, I really like it. We meet at a local restaurant called Chequers and enjoy "coffee and cake" together. It's a chance to "get out" and "hang out" and chat about anything and everything under the sun. And since none of us really know each other very well, we get to discover new things as we go.

I showed up this evening feeling really down, and by the time we were done, I left feeling rejeuvenated and much better. Although the cake and coffee may have had something to do with it, I have a sneaky suspicion that it also had something to do with the company and companionship that these two ladies offer. It's really amazing what quality girlfriend time can do for the soul...

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Cute Note

I had the evening off last night but spent most of it in my room getting caught up on some lesson planning. Fun times indeed!

While sitting at my desk, I heard a slight noise followed by some footsteps running down the hall. Since it is quite normal to hear the students running up and down the hall, I didn't think much of it. Later on, I got up and walked past my door to discover a note that had been slid underneath. A plea for help from two of my students that were preparing for a test the next day.


I thought it was a very cute note, and was particularly impressed at their humbleness. I was surprised that they didn't just knock on my door and ask me for help, but realized afterwards that they didn't think it would be fair to bother me on my "night off".

I was happy to have discovered the note and rushed down the hall to offer my assistance while they still wanted it! (you have to understand the type of students these girls are... that this is a pretty big deal that they even bothered to ask for help given their level of motivation in class most days) It turned out to be a really fun tutoring session with positive math vibes floating through the air (along with the lollies that they were aiming at each other's mouths inbetween questions).

Interestingly enough, as I headed to bed that night, I stumbled upon another note that they had slipped underneath my other door, not knowing which room I might be in. I guess they really wanted my help!


I eagerly anticipate the test results that await them!
My Cousin Liz

My cousin Liz is moving to Ireland for the next several months. Although I had heard little snippets about this trip, I got an email from her with a link to her blog that helped to explain it a bit better.

From her blog... So basically the plan for this trip is that there is no plan. I’m trying to take advantage of the fact that I can do whatever I want when I want for the next eight months. It’s a luxury that I’m aware generally only exists for a small window in life.

A fantastic idea, indeed! I'm looking forward to reading about all of her stories along the way...

In other exciting news, Liz's brother John & his wife Shari are having another baby. Liz was able to participate in their most recent 3D ultrasound by logging online and watching it live. It's certainly amazing how much technology has advanced to-date! With the accuracy of this ultrasound, they were very clearly able to identify that they are having another boy. How exciting!! That makes 7 boys added to our family in the past few years. Wonder when we'll see the first girl arrive...??? :)

Monday, March 30, 2009

In The News: Wanganui or Whanganui?

Big news these days: Wanganui or Whanganui? The fight's not over yet!

Uproar amongst community members as the New Zealand Geographic Board move to add an "h" to the spelling of Wanganui...

http://www.odt.co.nz/news/national/49709/wanganui-or-whanganui-fight039s-not-over-yet

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Early Morning Fire Alarm

We had our first fire alarm of the year this morning at the hostel. Fortunately it went off AFTER I had gotten out of the shower, although it did require a quick scramble to find enough clothes for me to throw on to look decent (and warm!) enough to stand outside in the cold until things got sorted.

Apparently it was a false alarm of some sort. And furthermore, apparently this is an outstanding record for the hostel. I have been told that in past years, it was normal for the hostel to experience at least one fire alarm every three weeks, with some of these alarms going off at very early hours of the morning!

The students also tell me that at that time, the alarms were connected to the fire department, which resulted in regular visits from the Blenheim Fire Department, which I suppose helped to make those false alarms a little less painful :)
Adventure Camp

There is a really great organization in New Zealand called the Mountain Safety Council. The MSC sets nationwide standards in outdoor safety, offers educational programmes and promotes safe participation. Although this organization is multi-facted, one part in particular focuses on encouraging young people to get involved with outdoor activities.

This weekend the Marlborough MSC put on an adventure camp for highschool youth in the area. I offered to help out and act as a supervisor. Great fun indeed!

After gathering afterschool on Friday afternoon, we piled the kids and all the gear into a bunch of vans and drove out to the Pine Valley Outdoor Centre, located in the heart of the Mt. Richmond Forest National Park.


On Friday evening we went out for a night hike. Walked up to a waterfall and got to see some pretty spectacular glow worms.


On Saturday morning I helped out with a mountain bike session where we climbed a pretty good hill for over an hour and then enjoyed a solid downhill section down the other side (a pleasant reminder of how much I enjoy and miss off-road bicycle riding).





In the evening the kids entertained themselves with the numerous activities that are available at the camp.

The rolling barrel...

The flying fox...

And best-of-all, the home-made water slide...




We finished Saturday night off with an activity called "Solo in the Bush". The objective of this activity was to have each and every student experience what it feels like to be "alone in the bush" in the dark for more than just a few minutes. It was good to see how the logistics of this unfolded so that I could actually lead this activity again in the future if I needed to. I also got to participate in this one and helped make one step closer to conquering (well, maybe not "conquering" but "testing") my (embarassing) fear of the dark.

It was a super enjoyable weekend, and a great escape. Although it was spent with a bunch of students, they were a great group and were no trouble at all. It was made all the more enjoyable since I got to meet Emma, an Aussie living and working in Blenheim who is desperately in need of some female companionship and who also enjoys the great-outdoors. I look forward to meeting up with Emma again.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Teachable Moment

We had a guest speaker at our school today. Her name was Pansy Wong - the Minister of Women's Affairs for NZ.

Pansy was here to speak to our senior students about the subject of "Women in Trades", the opportunities that exist for women, and how we can go about breaking down some of the barriers that currently prevent women from entering these areas.

She was a great speaker, with a clear and concise message, and with a good mix of humour intermixed as well.

The teachable moment occured after the assembly, when my Year 12 students returned to class and were chatting about the speaker. One girl was sharing her thoughts on how funny she thought the lady was because of how she spoke, and even went as far as to say that she thought that the woman shouldn't be allowed to be in an important role like that (or even be allowed to speak to a large group like us) until she "learned to speak our langugage properly". She was referring to her accent that caused her to "talk funny".

Feeling totally and completely shocked and appauled at what I had just heard, I decided to open the floor up to discussion on that topic. After getting this student to clarify her thoughts and confirm her stance, I did my best to lead a discussion that was non-judgemental towards her and her thoughts. The difficult part about leading a discussion like this is trying to stay unbiased. No matter how hard I tried, I could not help but try to influence her towards the mentality that we should not judge people by the "way they talk" but by what they have to contribute and how hard they have worked to get to where they are.

I think the majority of the class agreed with me (and some were as shocked and appauled as I was) so the discussion turned into a bit more of a lash-out against this student that was sharing these thoughts that she admitted to being racist. Some girls were so angry at this student that I had to intervene and finish off the discussion.

I am seriously at a loss for words here. I can not believe that in this day-in-age, I am still having to facilitate discussions on this topic. I just don't get it. Ok... wait... I lie. I do. I know why people think this way and it all comes down to an individual's upbringing and education. I can pretty much guarantee that I know where she is getting these racist beliefs and opinions from. The sad thing is that there is only so much I can do to influence her thinking...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Changing Places

Looks like I'll be moving one last time...

Long-story-short, I've not been super happy living at the hostel and I decided to do something about it. Although there have been many great things about living at the hostel (ie. free food, free rent, close to the school, getting to know the kids), I've been feeling an itch to get out and find something different for my last term here in NZ. My main problem had been the lack of "me time" since living at the hostel also means "working at the hostel" (a few shifts a week). And since I'm still finding myself staying at school until 5:30 each night, rushing home for dinner in time to start a shift that runs from 6-8pm or 6:30-11pm a couple times a week has left me feeling like there isn't much time to spare and slightly close to burning out. Spending time with kids 24-7 is a wonderful thing in theory, but was starting to take a toll on me and in my classroom. And at the risk of sounding a wee bit selfish, I'd much rather be spending my last few weeks here in NZ running in the hills or spending time with friends, and not being tied down with more work.

It's crazy how it all worked out. Last week (when the itch really started to set in), I emailed the church and asked if I could put an ad in the pew sheet for my accomodation search. Although I was mainly searching for a room and someone to share expenses with, I also mentioned the possibility of house-sitting. The next day I got a call from a lady who had seen my ad, and after meeting her and her husband at their house last night, I have confirmed that I will be house-sitting for them for the months of May and June. The craziest part about it is that this lady doesn't even go to my church (she's Catholic) but happened to be running late on Sunday and decided to catch the 10:30am Nativity service instead. This chance visit allowed her to see my ad and has resulted in me finding free accomodations for my last two months in the country. God certainly does work in mysterious ways...

I will be sad in some ways to move out of the hostel, and am aware that this move means I will have to start grocery shopping and cooking for myself. However, I'm fairly certain that it will be worth it in the end. I will have to post pictures once I'm moved and settled in. Excitingly, it's a beautiful old home, complete with a heat-pump for the winter!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Reminders of Home

I just got this email from Andrea and I can't even begin to find the words to describe how homesick it makes me feel...

hi heather,
i want to invite you to my wedding but i don't know if you will be here. the wedding is on july 18 in toronto. let me know if you can come and where i can send you the invitation.
andrea


However homesick it might make me feel now doesn't really matter. The good news is that I WILL be home in time for the wedding which is super super fabulous! I'm soooo looking forward to it. Thanks so much for thinking of me, Andrea!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Completely Addicted

Some people may think that my actions this weekend might launch me into the category of clinically insane, but yesterday, one week after completing my first marathon, I went out and ran a half-marathon. Why did I do it? Because I wanted to.

I probably wouldn't have even gone for a run if I hadn't been invited. But on Friday afternoon I received the following email from Willy:

Hiya,

At yoga last night Rae asked if I was keen on a run in the Awatere tomorrow - apparently a bunch of women who are entered in the St Clair half are doing a "practice" half marathon tomorrow and the more the merrier… there's a 10km circuit and a 21 km circuit. Start at 7.30am

I'm keen to go and will catch a ride with Rae if none of you keen/available, but let me know if you are! Its at Michelle and Andy Peter's place about 4km up the Awatere Road from the main road turn-off.


Just the thought of the endorphin-high along with the opportunity to check out a new corner of the country was enough to convince me. I responded to Willy with a very enthousiastic "count me in!".

The run was great. And the scenery was fab too. After posting my pictures to Facebook my sister, Laura, commented "You have forever spoiled yourself for races back home." The only response I could come up with: "Quite possibly... but let's hope not though."

Although my knees started to ache towards the end of the run (hopefully not the onset of ITB syndrome), it mostly felt like a leisurely stroll in the park. Literally. The difference between a half-marathon and a full-marathon is astronomical. Although we finished in a leisurely 2hrs 25mins, it was complete with loads of time-consuming fence hoppings, and heaps of stops for pictures and grape tastings!

Pictures can be found here:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=101953&id=502644551&l=70075ea49b

Later on that evening I attended a party at a co-workers house. She and her husband hosted a traditional Maori Hangi which basically involves preparing a huge feast of a meal with the catch being that it is cooked entirely in the ground. Although we missed the really big job that was done the day before with the digging of the pit and the preparing of the food, it was still really fascinating to watch it unfold in front of us as they lifted the soil and removed the perfectly steamed food.

Oh yeah... and it tasted pretty great too!

Pictures can be found here:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=102248&id=502644551&l=40721c02f7

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Gambling With Money

Yesterday I heard on the news that the exchange rate was the best it had been in weeks. And after mulling this fact over for part of the day, I decided to go for it and exchange another chunk of NZ $ for CDN $ in an effort to clear off my line of credit at home.

The end result: $1517 NZ bought me $1000 CDN. Nothing stellar, but much better than what I would have received over the past copule of months.

Today I couldn't help but notice that the exchange rate had gotten even better. According to some quick calculations, today $1490 NZ equals $1000 CDN.

All I have to say is "bummer".

The good news: I am sooooo very close to being debt free! I now have $125 left on my line of credit at home, and then I will be back into the black. Woo hoo!
Ready For A Holiday

It's amazing how much our bodies like to tell us things. But sometimes we don't always listen to them. And other times (most times) we can't actually listen to them.

This morning I had planned to get up and go to the gym. After hitting snooze a few too many times I opted to reset my alarm and go back to sleep. When I was awoken the next time, I continued to hit snooze a few too many times before finally rolling out of bed.

Yes... I think I'm feeling tired.

Unfortunately, as a teacher, the alternative of calling in "sick" is never a pleasant one. Thinking about how much work is involved in planning relief, thinking about having to reschedule a parent meeting that you really want to take place, and the thought of letting your "naughty class" have an unstructured lesson with a relief teacher just when you are starting to get them on track, seems far too arduous to tackle. So the better and easier alternative is to simply roll out of bed and get on with your day.

I'm not sure why I'm feeling this tired. It's probably the result of confounding effects. Someone helped to remind me this morning that I did, in fact, run a marathon last weekend. But I'm not convinced it's the primary factor. I'm thinking that it's more-so a case of me feeling stressed and overworked. Yes, I'm sick of dealing with naughty students, and yes, I'm starting to resent how much lesson planning I'm still having to do, and yes, I'm still frustrated with all of the administrative stuff that bogs me down and takes up far too much of my time.

Adding to this gripe list of mine is the fact that I have been having to deal with some discipline issues at the hostel that I shouldn't actually have to deal with. This, I believe, goes part-and-parcel with the fact that the managers have recently announced that they are resigning and are basically in cruise mode until their time is up and do not care to get involved with the hassles of suspending defiant students in their last few weeks on the job. The problem with this - not having support from above means things start to fall apart everywhere else.

Ok... end gripe session.

One more thing that I'm acutely aware of is the fact that I've now begun thinking about home. I still have yet to book my flight (must do that this weekend!) but knowing and thinking about the fact that I'm moving home in a few months brings a whole slew of emotions with it. Strangely enough, I am noticing that feelings of "homesickness" have returned. Just thinking about the idea of moving home and getting to see my family and friends overcomes me with weepy emotion. On the other hand, I am also experiencing feelings of worry - worry about the uncertainty of what life will be like, and how easy it will be for me to find employment when I return.

But anywho... Enough with what has turned into a despressingly sad post. Time for me to eat lunch, teach my last class of the day, and then meet with the parent that I so desperately want to meet with this afternoon. TGIF!!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Office Humour

I received this forward today from a co-worker. The humour in this message is a superb way of summarizing my cynical thoughts about how society is headed at this current stage in time...

AN OBITUARY PRINTED IN THE LONDON TIMES

Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, 'Common Sense', who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:

Knowing when to come in out of the rain;
why the early bird gets the worm;
life isn't always fair;
and maybe it was my fault.

Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge)

His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouth wash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.

Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to do in disciplining their unruly children.

It declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer sun lotion or an Aspirin to a student; but could not inform parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion..

Common Sense lost the will to live as the churches became businesses; and criminals received better treatment than their victims. Common Sense took a beating when you couldn't defend yourself from a burglar in your own home and the burglar could sue you for assault.

Common Sense finally gave up the will to live, after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot. She spilled a little in her lap, and was promptly awarded a huge settlement ...

Common Sense was preceded in death, by his parents, Truth and Trust. His wife, Discretion, his daughter, Responsibility, his son, Reason.

He is survived by his 4 stepbrothers; I Know My Rights; I Want It Now; Someone Else Is To Blame; I'm A Victim.

Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone.. If you still remember him, pass this on. If not, join the majority and do nothing.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Post-Post-Race Thoughts

I awoke on Sunday morning to muscles that, not surprisingly, didn't want to move. Oddly enough, my back seemed to be competing for the top prize in the category of "sorest muscles". It's funny though, how the soreness/stiffness/pain brought me great relief - relief to know that I pushed myself hard the day before.

I had planned for an early start on the road home since I knew I had a 10 hour car ride ahead of me, but was set back slightly when I discovered that my car would not start. It was easy for me to determine that it wasn’t the battery since the engine seemed to be turning over. However, after consulting “the men” in the house, we wondered if it might be the dampness or the cold. After a few attempts at "push starting it" (is that what you call it when you roll your car and release the clutch?) I wasn't having much luck. Just when I was thinking about the idea of having to spend another day in Wanaka (believe me... I was getting very excited about this possibility!) we gave it one last shot with the clutch, and low-and-behold, it started.

So... only an hour or so behind schedule, I picked up Emily (who had somehow managed to spend the night on the town til 4am after running the same marathon I had run!) and we were on our way.

The drive itself wasn't too painful. I was anticipating it to be a challenge working the clutch given the state of my muscles, but it actually wasn't that bad. The biggest challenge I found to be getting out of the car at each of our stops along the way.

Reflecting upon the previous day’s race, Emily and I were surprised to find that we were both actually really keen to do it again. This is quite comical given the conversation that we had shared during the car ride two days previously where we both adamantly agreed that we were looking forward to it all being over. We were glad that our training was coming to an end because it felt like it had become such a chore. It's no fun when something you really enjoy doing (ie. running) becomes something you really don't enjoy doing because you HAVE to do it. We were longing for the days when we could just go out for a run when we felt like it and run as long and as far as we WANTED to - not how long and far we HAD to.

But I guess that's how it all works! The thrill and the adventure of the race really does leave you on a high and wanting more. The satisfaction of finishing a task like that is hard to replicate. The fact that we felt pretty good at the end and both felt that we could have done better makes us want the chance to give it another go. I find these thoughts particularly interesting coming from me, given how non-competitive I am. This feels like a completely internal drive – wanting to prove to no-one other than myself that I can do it better.

Alas, I do not anticipate flying back next year purely for this event, so it might be a long while before I get to race the Motatapu again. However, I am fairly certain that I will be hunting down another long-distance event to train for in the future. I’m not so sure that I’m keen to try a standard on-road marathon anytime soon, but I’m definitely keen to do some more off-road events.

We shall see what the future brings…

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Motatapu Adventure (Post-Race Thoughts)

Weeeee!!! I'm on a high right now. A really exhausted high, complete with tight muscles, sore legs, and an increasing inability to walk, but a high nonetheless! I just finished my very first marathon, and I feel great!

The Motatapu Marathon is touted to be one of the most difficult marathons you can run in NZ. And after 3 months of preparation, I successfully completed it today. Having absolutely no clue how long it would take me, I decided to just give it a go and see how it all went.

Here's how it all panned out...

After picking Emily up at the airport on Thursday afternoon, we continued the remaining 5 hours to Clyde where we arrived at 11pm and were relieved to be able to crawl directly into bed. The next morning we both enjoyed a relaxing lye-in (kiwi term for sleep-in) followed by a short 4km run to loosen our muscles and formally end our training for the race. From there we drove into Wanaka, enjoyed a picnic lunch on the waterfront, browsed some of the shops, and met up with Nic and Aaron who now live in the area (in a beautiful home in a little place called Abertown).




It was great to catch up with Nic. A sad reminder of how much I miss the friendships that I had formed with the both Nic's last year, but also a great reminder of how good it feels to catch up with good friends. It was also great to catch up with Aaron and see that he is doing well too. After several hours of filling Nic in on the latest goss from Blenheim and learning about what life is like down in Wanaka, I made my way to bed.

It was an early rise the next morning. I had set the alarm for 5:15 and made a point of making and eating breakfast first -- before showering. I wanted to be absolutely certain that I ate a proper breakfast today to avoid a recurrence of what happened the day of my multi-sport race last year. Aaron (bless his soul) got up at 6:20 to drive me to Glendu Bay, picking up Emily (who was staying at another friend's house) along the way.

The morning was very "fresh". Although it was pitch black, the sky was very clear and the temp was very cold. After queuing for nearly 30 mins, we finally got our turn on the shuttle bus to the start line.



Arriving at Motatapu Station, we were greeted by another queue for the toilets. Figuring that one last bathroom stop was more important than being on-time for the race, I waited out the line. And sure enough, I got to experience the excitement and anticipation of the count-down and gun-start from inside the port-a-loo. However, I was not worried about missing the start... Afterall, I had a 5+ hour race ahead of me! I made sure that my chip registered as I crossed the start line, and then was on my way.





I had to remind myself to slow down. It's amazing how much adrenaline can make you fly at the start of the race. I felt like I was barely putting forth any effort and yet my Garmin told me I was travelling at a pace of 5min 15sec per km. So after settling into a comfortable, slower, groove, I finally opened my eyes up to the scenery around me - and it was breathtaking. Everything seemed to be on a massive scale. The hills were towering over me on both sides, and their beautiful colours contrasted so sharply with the clear blue sky above. After a while I realized that I hadn't taken any pictures and quickly snapped up a few. It's amazing how silly I actually felt stopping in the middle of a race to get out my camera and take some photos.




The first 10km passed by quite quickly in 1hr 5mins, and felt pretty good. At the 5km mark I opened my first gel of the day and ate half of it. It was actually a really nice gel - not too thick, and not too sweet. The first Aid Station of the race was located at the "32 km to go" point and I stopped there for some Lepin Squeezy and some water. At this point, I had still managed to keep my feet totally dry.

It was not long after this point that I encountered the first river crossing (which turned out to be the first of MANY river crossings of the day). By the time I reached the next Aid Station 8km down the track, I had crossed the same river what seemed to be at least 5 or 6 times, each time freezing my feet and legs to the point of being numb. It's refreshing, I kept telling myself... although it hurts, it must be good for my musles! Man was it ever hard to get moving after the third or fourth crossing. It's like all of your energy was sucked away through the numbness in your legs and you had to dig deep to keep running at the other side of each crossing.

Shortly after the "22km to go" mark, I caught up with another runner who had stopped to take a picture. The scenery looked so great that I thought I'd stop and take one too. And while we were at it, we decided we might as well exchange cameras and take pictures of each other. Hence the self-portrat below.



At the half-way point I lapped my Garmin and noted that I had run 21.1km in 2hours 25 minutes. Perfect! I thought... Perfectly on target for a 5 hour race. The next 10km were a bit of a struggle, but not as horrible as I was expecting. I did my best to continue running whenever and wherever possible. The nice thing about this race is that there are very few uphill sections that are too difficult to run. As long as you are willing, it is possible to maintain a jogging pace up the majority of the hills. And that's just what I tried to do. Eventually my legs tired, and I realized I was pretty much jogging the flats, plodding the hills, walking the steep sections, and rolling with any downhill that I encountered.

All was good though. I was feeling remarkably good, feeling well hydrated, properly nourished, and in generally good spirits. Along the way I was thinking about how much finishing a marathon (and finishing in a good time) was that of a mental game. I found myself on several occasions talking out loud to myself. Keep going, Heather. You can do it. Just keep moving. One foot in front of the other.

The race had a significant turning point when I hit "10km to go". Just before I encountered the sign-post telling me there were 10km left in the race, I passed by a race volunteer standing at a gate cheering us along. "You're doing great! Only 10km to go," he said. I smiled and said "thanks", immediately followed by a yelp of pain. "Are you alright?" he asked. After realizing what had happened I responded with "Yes, I think so. Just got a wee cramp in my leg".

I didn't realize that this was the start of a painful experience that would last the remainder of the race. For whatever reason (unknown to me), my calf muscles decided to cramp up and they would not stop cramping. What was most frustrating about it was the fact that I actually *felt* good, apart from the debilitating cramps that would send my muscles into a spasm, cause my back to arch in pain, and me to yelp out a few profanities each time they struck. I was fairly certain that if the cramps were not there, that my last 10km might have been the fastest 10km of the whole race. I was actually feeling that good.

But alas... there was not much I could do about it. All I could do was keep plodding along, being very mindful of my footing in an attempt to reduce the number of muscle spasms. After each cramp I would walk for a few mins and then continue plodding along some more. I chugged as much powerade from my bladder as I could possibly intake and tried to stomach the muesli bar that I had started to nibble on. It was a slow process and definitely mentally challenging, but all I could really do. Along the way I met some guy who could tell I was cramping and he suggested I try some salt tablets for the next race. He claimed that magnesium pills can help out with muscle cramping. If only he had some on him at the time!

This cramping did provide me with more convenient excuses to stop for pictures, so that's exactly what I did.




When I hit the last Aid Station at the "6km to go" mark I was greeted by some of the most enthusiastic and friendly volunteers you could find. Music blasting, cheering galore, and a large spread of cookies and Moro bars for the taking. I did my best to dissolve the cookie in my mouth, but couldn't stomach the Moro bar so I stuffed it in my pack pocket for "reserves" in case I needed it before the finish.

From this point onwards it was primarily downhill. A tough way to finish a race, but not a bad way either. My legs appreciated the downhills because I could pick up some decent speed (passing a number of people on the way!) and give my cramping muscles a rest while I utilized different ones. It wasn't until I'd hit the next section of uphill when the cramps would kick in again.

I'd say the hardest section of this entire race was the last 2km and this was purely a result of how many river crossings there were. I swear I had to cross water at least 50 times! Each time equally as painful due to the temperature of the water. Just when you thought you had thawed out your numb legs, you were back in the water - sometimes as deep as thigh-high. My cramping legs could barely handle the shock and I gritted my teeth and groaned with pain each time.



Somewhere in the midst of all these river crossings I spotted my friend, Stan, who was out photographing the competitors. I said hi, gave a big wave for the camera, and took a quick pic when I got to the other side (thanks to Stan for sending me these pics and saving me the $25 it would have cost for me to order them!).




I met a friendly American guy while wading through one of the long sections of water who was also having trouble with cramping and we ended up running the rest of the way together.


It sure felt good to hit the end. Not only did it mean the end of the river crossings, but it also provided us with a whole slew of cheering fans and supporters. The cheering was fantastic and stretched out a decent distance (nothing like what you'd find at a race in Canada, but by far the best cheering crowd I've encountered in the races I've done so far in NZ). The energy in the air was enough to bring a huge smile to my face and with that, I put the push on to the end. My smile turned to a grit while I strained to fight the muscle spasms that continued to make an appearance, but then quickly turned back to a smile when I saw the time on the finishing clock – 4hrs : 58mins! I was ecstatic! I was going to finish in less than 5 hours! Waaaaahoooo!!!


What a satisfying feeling. I had set out to simply finish the race, and I finished with a time that I was very pleased with -- faster than the previous year's average of 5:01. Later on I discovered that my chip time proved to be even better - 4hours 55mins. And... if I start to get really technical and factor in the fact that I stopped for anywhere from 5-10 mins for photographs, and lost anywhere from 5-10 mins in the last 10km of the race due to cramping, I theoretically could have potentially finished this race in closer to 4:35 or 4:40.

But enough with the excuses. I'm just so pleased to be done and with how it all panned out. It was a fabulous day, I couldn’t have asked for better weather, and it was so nice to have Nic there at the finish line to share the experience with.


On a side-note: It’s taken me a few hours to type this since I stopped for a dinner break in-between. I am now starting to feel the pain set in. Wow!... Am I ever having difficulty walking. What a remarkably satisfying feeling! Can’t wait to see how I feel tomorrow!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Busy Busy Busy!

I can not believe how busy I have been feeling the past while. I'm back to the feeling of being swamped and like there is no room or time to come up for air! It's all good (I think!) but I'm looking forward to finding some way for it to slow down. It's mostly due to work that I'm so busy. Still staying late at the office again this year, but the positive thing is that I'm now only staying until 5:30 each night (mostly due to the fact that I miss dinner if I don't go home then) rather than 7:30 or 8:30 like I was doing last year.

Anywho!!!...

The big race is this weekend and I'm off today (leaving early) for the big 10 hour drive down to Wanaka. I will be meeting Emily at the airport in Christchuch when she gets back from a trip to Oz, and we will drive to her bach in Clyde to spend the night and will then head to Wanaka the next day.

I'm a wee bit nervous about this race given how much my training started to take the back-burner the last month or so, but I have confidence that I will at least finish this thing. We shall see how it all goes!

Wish me luck! Pray to the weather gods for me so my pictures will turn out all nice and pretty! :)

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Parents

My parents are truly wonderful individuals. They certainly go above the call of duty in their roles as "mom" and "dad".

The other day, dad was telling me that mom had driven to Waterloo to spend a few days with Laura and Mike and Matt since the whole family had come down with the flu. Meanwhile, mom is still recovering from a cold (read: near pneumonia) that she acquired while spending the weekend babysitting Andrew and Nathan a few weeks earlier. What a trooper! I certainly hope that her immune system is strong enough to hold up to her nurse duties!

Today, dad emailed to tell me that he had contacted my old employer to inquire about my T4 slip since it has not yet arrived in the mail. Apparently they failed to change my forwarding address properly and my statement of earnings for 2008 went to my old Orangeville address. I can not believe that dad took it upon himself to call the UGDSB and sort this out for me without me even needing to get involved. I feel very lucky to have someone helping to take care of some of the things for me at home that would otherwise be a nightmare for me to deal with here (with time-differences and long-distance charges and the whole works).

Thanks mom and dad for all that you do for us!
love,
Heather

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Pilates & Weight Gain

I don't know if I've mentioned this yet, but I've joined a gym again. This time I joined "City Fitness" which is a change from the gym that I went to last year. I like this place better because it's a much brighter, cleaner, more inviting gym to work-out in. It also offers some fantastic classes to go with it.

Tonight I attended a pilates session with Jess, who also has a membership there. It was a really great class - who knew I could feel so good after 45 minutes of stretching!? Some of the moves we did were a bit challenging and may leave me feeling a wee bit sore tomorrow, but I'm certain it will all be worth it.

The best part about this class is the 10 minutes of "meditation" that they do at the end. By "meditation" they really mean "relaxation". Basically, lay on your back, with relaxing music playing in the background, while the instructor whispers sweet-nothings into the microphone and helps you to throw all your cares away while you sink deeper and deeper into a carefree and relaxed state. What an awesome feeling! A strong reminder to me of how very rarely I take the time to allow myself to reach such a relaxed state on any given day.

After class, we passed by a scale on our way out and Jess decided to do a quick check. Out of curiosity, I hopped on too and was blown away by what I saw. Apparently I have gained 7 kilos since I last weighed myself in the summer!! I was aware that I had put on weight since moving into the hostel and going back to work, but I didn't actually realize it was quite to that extent! I'm not terribly worried because I was aware that I needed to gain a few pounds. But what DOES worry me is the fact that I put on 7 KILOS (!!!) in less than 2 months. I'm fairly certain it has to do with the food that I'm eating here at the hostel.

Here's to hoping that the next two months don't also bring another 7 kilos! :)

Sunday, March 01, 2009

First Night On Stage

After expressing interest in getting involved with the music group at church, the opportunity finally arose for this to take place. A girl named Tinneke was needing some extra band members to join her group, so she invited me along to play the piano.

Earlier this week I found a folder of music dropped off at the hostel for me, but when I looked at it, I discovered that it was just the melody line with some chords written above. Unable to do anything with this music, I showed up at band practice tonight (2 hours before the service) having not practiced. Hoping that they would have some proper "piano music" to give me, I was disappointed to find that there was none available.

So, after a quick "this is how you play piano reading chords" lesson from the friendly guitarist beside me, I did my best to fake my way through our 45 minute practice. Realizing that I did a whole lot of standing and staring at the music in some of the songs, I was offered a microphone as well so that I could at least look like I was doing something by singing when unable to play.

Fairly bummed about how pathetic I felt, I was reflecting on how classical piano training can only get you so far. I am trapped by needing to have actual piano music in front of me in order for me to make any sort of music. If only it was just that simple to improvise with music!

The worship session turned out ok in the end. Thank goodness we had a couple of great guitarists, a skilled drummer, and some beautiful singers tonight. Although I managed to play a few chords in some of the songs, I realize I have a huge learning curve ahead of me. I'm excited about it though. I figure that if I can actually learn how to play chords and improvise with them, that my musical flexibility will definitely grow. We shall see how it all unfolds!